I woke up thismorning with a huge weight on my shoulders. I realised how depressing my life in general is. My apartment is shitty and miserable, I have no money, I don’t go out, I don’t have friends, all I do is work. I’m so thankful that I have Aidan to look forward to seeing on weekends. Even if we do hang out with his friends, it gives me something to do. I want to change. All of this… Me. Everything.
